I bumped into an old 
acquaintance the other day
 
She said, “Mary, 
you’re always smiling, tell me how you stay that way?”
 
I didn’t even have to 
stop to think about it
 
My smile was my joy 
in Christ and I couldn’t doubt it
 
Yet, when I told her 
that, she got wild in her eyes
 
As though my words 
had taken her by surprise
 
She said, “and what 
about this bad economy?”
 
I said, “my dear I 
don’t let that stuff bother me.”
 
She said, “well what 
about the killing and the dying?”
 
I said, “The Bible 
says that these times will be trying!”
 
She looked at me with 
concern and distress
 
I put my hand on her 
shoulder and began to confess
 
That I too, know what 
you’re going through 
 
I was once confused 
like you
 
And she braced 
herself to hear my confession
 
And I began to tell 
her of my life with Depression
 
 
There was a time 
when I only seemed to loose
 
And every choice I 
made, was the wrong choice to choose
 
I was broken and 
beat down by life
 
Every waking 
moment was filled with strife
 
And if I bet on a 
race, my horse would not win
 
Even though that 
same horse, would win time and time again
Everything I tried 
to build would fall
 
And it was not 
long before I’d lost it all
 
I turned to 
astrology and the soothsayers
 
I consulted the 
hustlers and the big players
 
They would give me 
a word or two and move on
 
And they laughed 
when everything I had was gone
 
But I still had my 
life and my soul
 
But I was 
burnt-out, and I felt so old
 
And even though I 
wanted to make a new start
 
I asked GOD first, 
to change my heart
 
Then HE opened my 
eyes and I began to see
 
It was the things 
I had lost that had bounded me
 
I realized I had 
my family and my health
 
And I began to 
experience a new kind of wealth
 
It didn’t happen 
over night
 
And many days were 
still filled with fright
 
But I remain in 
God’s good Grace
 
And with God there 
is nothing...nothing, I can’t face
 
And so you see 
this smile I wear
 
I have a better 
cross to bare
 
And now it’s God’s 
Word I share
 
I’ve got the 
victory – and you’ll get there
 
All you have to do 
is, let it all go
 
Open-up and let 
the Blessings flow
 
Something Greater 
is inside of me
 
I’ve got JESUS, 
and I feel so free
 
And I am Always 
under Satan’s attack
 
But GOD’S got my front, both sides and my back
 
And now you ask 
how I can smile this way
 
I’m just so happy 
that I woke up today
 
 
And now it seemed 
that my words had some import
 
She looked up like 
she was trying to sort
 
And then she jerked, 
as if to get away
 
I grabbed her by both 
hands and began to Pray
 
I saw the tears as 
they began to pour
 
And I cried too, 
cause I’d been there before
 
 
I told 
her...
 
Sister I’ve been 
down and out 
 
Believe me, I know 
what pain is all about
 
But, JESUS came 
here and HE died for us
 
The very least we 
can do, is to Trust
 
And so, I have a 
special joy you see
 
With Jesus living 
here inside of me
 
 
I touched her cheek 
and brushed the tears away
 
We hugged each other 
and gave God the Praise
About your troubles, 
there’s only one thing to do
 
Give them to God and 
let HIM see you through
 
So little sister, 
it’s a brand new day
 
Give in to God and 
let Him have His way
 
Just Pray...Just 
Pray...JUST PRAY!
 
 
By
Madamxtra